
It all began with a dream that I had earlier this year. In my
dream I saw a map with the outline of China. In the southwestern
part of the country the words were written, "Pulpit Ground."
Suddenly, the map ignited, like the Bonanza show from years ago
where the map of the West caught on fire. The flame burned from
the southwestern part of China across the country to the east.
I interpreted this dream to mean that a great move of God is coming
to China, and that the southwestern territory, Yunnan Province
specifically, is a key to the coming move of God. I also surmised
that in God's strategy it is very important for the church to
provide a strong ministry of teaching and encouragement to the
people of God is this region.
Later, I began to pursue the possibility of traveling to China.
Through a series of contacts, I met an American missionary to
China, who was on furlough in the States. He invited me to come
to Kunming, Yunnan Province, China, to see what God is doing in
this part of the world. With the financial help and prayers of
our local church and partners around the country, I traveled to
China October 17-31.
It was an amazing trip!
The story is one of endless bus trips, unsavory conditions, strange
food, sleeping with rats, and mysterious remote villages in the
awesome mountains of southwest Yunnan. But more than that, it
is a story of people-a forgotten and yearning people, a people
with hearts ready to receive the greatest message ever told.
After 30 hours of travel, including stops in San Francisco and
Hong Kong, I arrived in Kunming, a relatively prosperous city
of 3.5 million people. In my journal I wrote: "China is full
of people: people in cabs, people in busses, people on bicycles,
people pulling produce around and selling it. This city is more
advanced than many of the other places I have been. There are
banks, businesses, modern hotels, police, street sweepers and
a basic sense of order. A person feels fairly safe here.They really
are a precious people unto God. But so many, how do we reach them?"
People. . . and how. . . nearly 1.3 billion of them. . . over
one fifth of the world's population-desolate, needy and longing
after 50 years of communist oppression. There's hollowness in
the eyes. . . an emptiness of spirit.
Even the children are different-more subdued, appearing at first
indifferent to strangers from the West. The red scarves and monotone
uniforms of school children produce an impression of a cookie-cutter
society, everyone cut from the same mold. The adults, too, seem
to this Westerner to be fitting a pattern-not too much excitement,
not too much emotion, no public affection between the sexes, not
wanting to stick out, just be part of the crowd. But underneath
it all there is a vacuum, and hearts longing for reality that
only needs to be awakened by the greatest message in the universe.
. .the message of God's love through Jesus Christ.
The underground church in China: stoic, sad, disfigured, oppressed.
. . right?
Wrong! At least not what I saw.
In China there are two main branches of the church. First, the
legal, above ground, Three Self Church, licensed and approved
by the government . . . and the underground church, operating
in homes all over China, in clandestine meetings, its leaders
operating in an aura of secrecy, moving about undercover to strengthen,
encourage and keep this tremendous giant (the body of Christ in
China), moving in the right direction.
An underground church service which I visited in Kunming was vibrant,
lively, full of the love of the Lord. A missionary from a neighboring
Asian country guided the meeting, setting the tone and direction
and then letting the Holy Spirit take over. Exuberant praise,
worship, laughter, tears and fits of joy marked the beginning
of the meeting. "Where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is
liberty," even in communist China.
It was a gathering after the pattern of 1 Corithinans:
How is it then, brethren? when ye come together, every one of
you hath a psalm, hath a doctrine, hath a tongue, hath a revelation,
hath an interpretation. Let all things be done unto edifying.
(1 Corinthians 14:26, KJV).
During the meeting, the Lord gave me a word of prophecy for the
Chinese church. The essence of the message was that no weapon
that had been formed against them was going to prosper, that they
should continue to persevere in prayer against the powers of darkness
and that their nation was going to open up to a new era and many
would come to the Lord.
A young Chinese man interpreted for me as I shared a teaching
from Zechariah 4 on the restoration of the temple (the church)
and the need for the anointing on the believers to stand as kings
and priests before God. There was a heavy emphasis on the weapons
of our warfare and the ability to pull down strongholds. The people
were greatly encouraged.
The meeting concluded with people weeping and interceding for
one another and for the work of God in their nation. After the
main meeting, the believers then continued to fellowship, shared
some food together, interspersed with times of further worship.
It was a very unique, powerful, encouraging, refreshing and uplifting
experience. The spirit of love was tremendous.
It is estimated that there are 100 million Christians in China.
What I experienced is just a very small part. However, just like
in the West, the body of Christ in China has it's problems, including
strife, division and false doctrine.
Missionaries in China
They hold student visas, teacher's visas, business visas, but
their real business is the Kingdom of God. There backgrounds are
Southern Baptist, Assembly of God, independent and other, but
they are God's missionaries, reaching out, making a difference
in this needy land.
Their heroes are the likes of Hudson Taylor and James Fraser,
late 19th and early 20th century missionaries of the China Inland
Mission. Like these great pioneers of the missions movement in
China, they often work in the midst of a backward and primitive
people, sometimes living amongst them, bringing the Gospel of
Jesus Christ to hungry hearts.
But unlike their earlier predecessors, these modern-day Gospel
adventurers make use of cell phones, computers, e-mail, CD burners.
One Southern Baptist missionary is even said to use Global Positioning
Satellite (GPS) technology as he treks through the mountains of
Burma and southern China, reaching out to unevangelized people
groups in that area, with a bicycle and pup tent. The GPS system
enables him to create his own maps in rugged terrain and to find
his way in and out of remote villages.
It's a strange contrast between all this modern technology and
the backwards, primitive people in remote areas of southwest China.
One wonders what Hudson Taylor would have given to have the benefit
of e-mail to communicate with benefactors and supporters in native
England. His biography tells tales of confusion and miscommunication,
based on the long seasons of waiting necessary for the exchange
of mail.
My host missionary is part of an interdenominational apostolic
team, whose members hail from the United States, Ireland, Denmark,
Holland and elsewhere, and which is dedicated to bringing the
Gospel to the 26 minority groups which are part of Yunnan Province,
groups with names like the Wa, the Wegers, Dia, Lahu, and Tibetan,
many of whom are largely untouched by the Gospel. These groups
exist along side the Han (or ethnic Chinese) which make up the
majority of the population of China.
Metering hundreds of arduous bus hours traveling in outreaches
to these minority groups, these mobile missionaries take the Gospel
into remote mountainous villages where the name of Jesus has never
been heard, sharing the love of God and making friends among these
simple hardworking peasants. Their vision then is to raise up
disciples among the people who will then be able to continue the
work of sharing the Good News with their friends and family.
Periodically, week-long training sessions are held in a central
location to establish men and women from minority villages in
the basic truths of the Gospel. Bus trips, food and literature
are provided and these hungry minorities sit under the tutelage
of strong Chinese Christian minister who establishes them in the
basics of the Christian faith. The training includes water baptism
and an impartation of a strong sense of faith and commitment to
these new believers. They then carry this message back to their
people and the fire begins to spread.
Each of these minority people groups form a nation within a nation.
They are part of the kindreds and nations mentioned in the book
of Revelation.
After this I beheld, and, lo, a great multitude, which no man
could number, of all nations, and kindreds, and people, and tongues,
stood before the throne, and before the Lamb, clothed with white
robes, and palms in their hands; (Revelation 7:9, KJV).
Jesus said:
And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world
for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come. (Matthew
24:14, KJV).
The word "nations" is a translation of the Greek word
"ethnos." or ethnic group. The Lord's compelling call
and purpose for the worldwide church of Jesus Christ, according
to these visionary missionaries, is to establish a witness in
each ethnic group that exist on the earth today. There are approximately
2,400 ethnic groups; approximately 1,200 are unreached. Their
focus, then, is to establish the indigenous church amongst each
of these ethnic groups.
I was privileged to travel with a team of three Americans and
three Chinese into southwest Yunnan Province near the border of
Burma to minister to a minority group known as the Wa. Notorious
headhunters, these dark-skinned people with an appearance somewhat
similar to the native Americans, were known to practice their
bloody ritual into the 1960's. It was thought that their head
hunting appeased the gods, thus allowing for productive crops.
Without head hunting, the crops were sure to fail. These animistic
people still fall pray to fear of evil spirits, witch doctors
and superstitions. Gambling, drunkenness and drug abuse add to
the bondage of this particular minority group. The Wa have become
the primary focus of my host's ministry in China.
Our trip took us through an extremely mountainous, remote region
of China, far away from civilization or tourists. In fact, we
were in cities and villages amongst people that had never seen
a foreigner before. As I journaled at the time, "I'm a strange
foreigner. They look at me for along seasons. They look, that
is, until I look back. Then they turn away. Such a strange sight
I am. . ."
The 26-hour sleeper bus trip is in itself an adventure. The vessel,
which is a red Chinese-manufactured Daewoo, is fitted with narrow,
two teared bunks throughout. Each bunk is more narrow than a twin
sized bed and shorter. Two tickets are sold for each bunk. As
we begin our trip, I am surrounded by Chinese. Huge packages and
duffel bags fill the middle aisle. The top of the bus is also
filled with freight. My own bag is on the bed with me. Fortunately,
I was advised to buy two tickets, or I would not have had room
to breathe.
Narrow gravel roads wind a passage through the steep mountains
of southwest Yunnan. There are huge switch backs and alternating
curves. The road meanders through the countryside, forming part
of the patchwork quilt created on the hillsides.
Peasant farmers eke out an existence from these steep mountainsides,
with rice patty terraces, sugar cane and a myriad of other crops.
Vegetable gardens are everywhere. Water buffalo, raunchy razorback
pigs, and humpback oxen complete the cycle of life, feeding on
gleanings from the fields, supervised by herdsmen with a switch
in their hands. They glean and deposit their droppings and the
cycle of life begins again with men and women with heavy hoes
in hand breaking up the ground once again, preparing for a new
crop. Mostly they work in teams, churning up the soil with unceasing
labor, preparing the fertile ground.
It's intensive farming, mostly done by hand, the people are occupied.
. . plenty to do. Wide-brimmed hats protect them from the sun.
Under the hats are stern, weather-worn faces. No animosity is
evident, but no joy either, the people seem to be victims of an
evaporated spirit, robbed by years of communism and a cultural
revolution which seemed to steal the soul of a nation.
Six or eight men are seen working on the edge of a small field,
creating a deep ditch. No back hoe for this crew. Rather in their
hands are heavy metal hoes with thick handles which they use to
scrape away at the earth beneath. Like a chain gang in rhythmic
fashion they chip away at the project, conquering the earth and
draining the field. It's all just part of the pattern of life
in the forgotten hills of southwest Yunnan.
Other clusters of workers are everywhere, too. Road crews dig
on the sides of the road, excavating sand, gravel and dirt to
fill the pot holes that mar the surface of the road, and which
cause the bus to bounce, flex and jostle it's way through the
mountainous terrain. Large trucks, a few busses and mini vans
dominate the traffic on this road, with an occasional Jeep. Very
few people, in the cities or the country, have cars. Public transportation
includes buses, mini-buses and vans. In the cities, there are
buses, taxis and, in some places, rickshaws made out of motorbikes.
The most common private transportation in the cities is bicycles,
(lots of bicycles). In the rural areas there are a few small tractors
with wagons that are used to transport farmers, work crews, livestock
and crops. And of course, many just travel on foot.
I was never able to ascertain how the buses were able to pass
one another on this narrow road. Occasionally, we would stop and
back up onto the edge of the road, near steep drop offs, to allow
a large truck to pass by the other way. The trees on the side
of the road are painted white to provide guidance for night travel.
Horns beeping, breaks squeaking, buses rocking, the trip is a
total adventure. With speeds ranging from 10-50 miles an hours
we made our way through these mysterious hills. . . a trip covering
about 250 miles as the crow flies, taking us over 24 hours.
We stopped for a few hours in Gengma, where we first saw the motorbike
rickshaws, and got a taste of the culture of rural Yunnan. In
this city we had lunch in a small streetside feeding station.
It is open to the street-bones and scraps litter the floor. This
dishes and pots and pans are washed out front on the sidewalk.
In a back room, they cooked our meal. Some of our fellow diners
where quite fascinated, as they had never previously seen foreigners.
The bus drivers there struggled to unload a four-wheel, all-terrain
vehicle which had been transported on the roof of the bus. The
vehicle became stuck on the roof. After a long struggle, the vehicle
was unloaded and the bus drivers argued for additional freight
costs from the new owner. We spent awhile in Gengma.
We then traveled on to Cangyuan, about 12 miles from the Burma
border, arriving near dark. After dinner, we spent the night in
our guest house, the Chinese version of a hotel. It was relatively
clean and the room included a bathroom, for which I was thankful.
The next day the rest of the team went to visit a Buddhist monk
who had previously expressed interest in the Gospel. I spent the
day sick in bed with stomach problems and diarrhea. . .one too
many sloppy roadside restaurants. Cleanliness is not a priority,
especially in the remote regions, and one grows quickly tired
of the chop sticks, rice, and common bowls of meat and vegetables
sitting in the middle of the dirty table.
The day before I left for China I had gone to the doctor to ask
for a prescription for antibiotics to help with potential traveler's
diarrhea. I was grateful for it on this particular day. I was
seemingly glued to the bed with body ache, fever, and alternating
chills. I spent the hours sipping Sprite, popping Tetracycline
and quoting healing verses from the Bible. It all seemed to work
fairly well and by evening I was able to go out and visit a Wa
village.
We visited Bawei, a small Wa village of about 200 homes located
approximately 8 kilometers from Cangyuan. This is a village where
my host had worked previously and he was anxious to revisit this
town and see what progress had been made for the Gospel.
Four men from the village had come out for the week of training
four months previous to our visit. We were excited to find that
the Gospel was finding root in the hearts of these men and in
the village of Bawei. Here are some excerpts from my host's journal
concerning one of the four men, a carpenter named Xiao Jin Guo:
"Xui Jin Guo told me that out of the four guys that came
out for training, he has been growing the most, he feels. He said
that with a humble spirit. 'After all, Tian Wei Guang has not
had the opportunity to study as much as me. I made it to the third
grade,' he told me.
"He has been studying and memorizing the Bible, tracts and
other materials we have given him. 'I love you Jesus' was the
inscription that he had written on the study materials "Basic
Truths," that I gave him. He has also been teaching two young
men 16 and 17.
"He has completely given up drinking and smoking. His household
has completely changed as well. In the evening, he leads his family
in prayer and the times that he is busy or forgets, his five-year-old
son Xiao Le Lei, youngest of his three children reminds him to
pray.
"In his personal life, he has become a sort of evangelist
as well. 'Whenever I go to someone's house for dinner, I will
stop at the door before entering and think the Lord for providing
the food,' he told me. 'Sometimes I don't pray at the table of
the other people's houses because I don't want them to think I'm
crazy or something.'
"If he hears someone outside swearing or sinning in some
way he speaks out against their sin. 'I hate what they do,' he
says, "but sometimes I explode in anger and they get mad
at me too. I need to learn to respond to them in a loving way.'
" 'You need to love the sinner and hate the sin like Jesus
did,' I encouraged him. He agreed and longs for more teaching."
Xui Jin Guo also reported some sad news to my host. His brother
had just been sent back to prison near Kunming for drug use. He
had shared the Gospel with him and tried to help him, but so far
to no avail. His brother is addicted to heroin.
The mountains of Southern China, Burma (also known as Myanmar),
and Thailand are a major narcotic producing center of the world,
growing poppies for about 70 percent of the world's heroin. This
is a source of income for many of the people as well as a source
of problems. The government attempts to keep a watchful eye on
the drug traffic.
The next day my host planned to take our team into a new village
that he had never visited previously, to share in the experience
of entering a Wa village "cold turkey." We traveled
a narrow gravel road by mini van to a village called Jinnong.
This village is made up of two parts, the lower village, which
is made up of Dia minorities, and the upper village, which is
comprised of the Wa minority.
The driver found his way into the upper village and seemed to
instinctively stop near a house on about a one-acre spot in the
middle of the village. We took our pack inside the gate and greeted
the lady of the house. The driver was then paid and sent back
to Cangyuan. For better or worse, we had burned our bridges and
we would spend the night in a Wa village.
Amazingly, we were immediately invited to stay at the woman's
home. She began working steadily on the meal which we would later
eat. The team put down our packs in the living area, and begin
to make conversation with some of the children. The family's house
actually consisted of two buildings: one housing the main living
area, a bed room and another sleeping room partitions off with
blankets. The other building included a storage room and the kitchen.
The outhouse (or out-hole I might say) was up the hill, behind
the house about 30 yards away.
My host and other members of the team started making hats, animals,
flowers and swords out of the long, colorful balloons that were
in their pockets. The children were ecstatic. The ice was broken.
A cultural hurtle was overcome.
Like most minorities, the Wa have their own language. The young
people, because of the unification efforts of the communist government,
speak fluent Chinese, the older people speak one of the many dialects
of the Wa language. They understand Chinese to a degree, but communication
is a challenge. There were times when I was speaking to these
people that two translations were taking place: first, from English
to Chinese, then Chinese to Wa. "Wa-d" a trip!
As the team continued to make balloon figures, the children kept
coming. They loved the balloons, eyes sparkling with the joy of
new experience and new friends, with foreign skin and strange
and unusual happenings in their village. . .exhilarated by the
fun of something new, something colorful, something . . . exciting!
All the time the lady of the house was cooking. At 7:30 p.m. or
so, we ate. Her husband arrived home about 7 p.m. A team member
told me, "The rule is, you eat what is set before you, regardless."
So I ate in spite of my queasy stomach and memories of diarrhea
past. The man of the house gave me a generous second helping,
which I tried to refuse-unsuccessfully.
The kitchen was dark and dismal. An open wood burning area with
a grill stood on one side of the room, with no chimney. On the
other side was a huge metal vessel that looked like a wok with
garbage in it. This, I assumed was for the pigs. We sat at a short
legged table on 8-inch stools. We each had bowls and chopsticks
and there were common bowls of all sorts of things in the middle
of the table.
The dinner was a rice dish with chicken. It had a heavy garlic
flavor-not too bad really. We enjoyed a meal together and polite
conversation. I showed pictures of my children and talked a little,
with help from by Chinese teammates.
After dinner, the woman (her name is Li Anna) asked me if I spoke
Chinese. Through an interpreter I understood her question and
said, "No." She then asked if I was "quiet,"
meaning an introvert. I said "Yes," I tended to be quiet
except when I preached.
She then asked me why I had come to this very poor Wa village.
"What purpose could I have here?"
I told her that I had Jesus in my heart, that He had told me to
"Go into all the world. . ." and had put a love in my
heart for people.
We discovered that Li Anna and the other people of the village
had never heard about Jesus. Not only were they completely ignorant
about the Gospel message, but they had never heard even the name
of the Savior. Multiply this scenario hundreds of times, and you
have a picture of the spiritual state of many of the cities and
villages of China, as well as many other parts of the world. The
need is great! The world is waiting! We have the message! The
question is: will we go?
Li Anna then began to share about a sickness that she had, stomach
problems and extreme fatigue. I asked her if we could pray with
her and she said, "Yes." I then asked her if I could
share the Gospel of Jesus Christ with her before we prayed.
She said "Yes" and I proceeded to give her the Gospel
message in the simplest terms. I told her about God's perfect
creation: no sickness, no poverty, no sin; about man's sin and
separation from God; about God's plan to save man through the
cross of Calvary; about the resurrection; about believing in the
Savior and receiving Him into your heart as Lord.
After this I prayed for her healing and sensed a mighty healing
anointing. She then prayed a prayer of salvation asking Jesus
to become the Lord of her life. Li Anna was obviously touched
as were many others before we left the village. I told her that
she was like Lydia, the first convert in Phillippi, whose heart
was opened by the Lord. (Acts 16:14))
We then showed the Jesus film (translated in Chinese). It was
quite touching. At the end, about 10 people prayed and accepted
the Lord. Then it was time for bed.
I was dreading bedtime. The room where we were staying doubled
as a storage area for about 50 large bags of rice. I felt sure
that we would have additional guests in the room that night.
I was right!
Li Anna brought in a large straw mat to lay on the floor between
the two piles of the bushels of rice. She also gave us some blankets.
I had brought a sheet and I rolled up some clothing to serve as
a pillow. The four guys from our team all slept on the floor.
The two Chinese girls were given a bed.
I awoke in the middle of the night to the sound of scratching,
like a small dog or a cat. It was louder than the sound made by
mice. Our guests were. . .yes. . .RATS!
They scurried about throughout the rest of the night. . .at times
over our legs and feet. When they did, I quickly kicked them away.
I took the sheet, tucked it under my feet, under my head and hoped
for the morning. It's much more fun to laugh about it in the morning
and to talk about now than it was to actually experience it. .
. but there are, no doubt, far worse things. . . and we survived
with all our toes and fingers. Praise the Lord!
People ask me about the food in China. Well, from my experience,
it's all about the same-not too good. However, it is extremely
cheap-like, $4 for a meal for 6 people. And the bathrooms? Well
the best you usually find is a "squatty potty" in a
hotel or apartment. These are basically holes in the floor with
some running water. Sorry, no stool. The shower, if available,
is usually located directly above the squatty potty, which doubles
as a drain. Other than that, it might be an open pit with some
boards over it in a village, or an extremely raunchy public toilet
with trenches in one side and a series of open square holes on
the other side over which to squat embarrassingly and publicly.
Well, it's not so bad. . . if you can hold it.
Of course, there are also 4 and 5 star hotels in the major cities.
. .but for the rest of us . . . well.
The day after the rat experience, people started coming from all
over the village asking for prayer for various ailments. We prayed
for them and led a number of them to the Lord. A 16-year-old girl
who had watched the Jesus film and asked Jesus into her heart
the night before brought her mother for prayer. The mother has
had a great deal of heart problems. Before prayer I shared the
Gospel from Mark 16. . . she accepted Christ and received prayer
from the team.
One of our Chinese team members, encouraged the people to come
together regularly and read the scriptures and pray that a church
might be established in their village. We left Bibles and teaching
materials with the new converts also. There was a tremendous openness.
As I wrote at the time: "There's hunger in this land. The
harvest oh so ripe, but the laborers are few. The people are ready,
willing and open."
My trip "cold turkey" to a Wa village in southwest Yunnan
is an experience that I will never forget.
We spent a week of travel and ministry in the forgotten hills
of southwest Yunnan. One of our Chinese team members commented
on the way back to Kunming, "I fell in love with God this
week." The trip had affected all of us as much as the people
that we were reaching. The prayer, the Bible study we did each
morning, the fellowship, the common goal of reaching the Wa, had
brought us closer to the King of Kings.
On the way back we stayed for a night in Gengma, where we had
dinner with our bus drivers' families. These were prosperous Chinese
businessmen. We spent the evening eating, and singing Karoke in
their living room.
One of the bus drivers said to us: "We don't know what you
are used to, but we are serving you the best, the very best."
The meal included a bowl of liver with special spices from Hunan
Province, near the home of Mao Tse-tung, a fatty fish which was
boiled, and a chicken cooked whole, including the head and the
feet. Many Chinese consider the feet a great delicacy.
I was looking for as nice piece of chicken to include with my
meal. As I probed in the common bowl, I found a good chunk of
meat and pinched it with my forceps and placed it in my bowl.
Much to my consternation, I had fished out the head, which now
was sitting in my bowl. I starred at the new prize, chuckling
to my self, feeling even more queasy in my stomach as I looked
at the featherless crown, including beak and eyeballs.
It was dark and the bus drivers were unaware of my dilemma, but
apparently noticed I had more in my bowl than I desired. "Just
throw the bones anywhere," I was told. "Just throw them
on the ground." We were eating on a verandah. So the head
and the bones were tossed behind me on the ground. It's a different
world!
The next day, one of the bus drivers began asking questions about
the Gospel.
After a total of 24 hours of travel we arrived safely back in
Kunming early on Sunday morning. A tongue-in-cheek excerpt from
my host's journal gives insight into life during the long sleeper
bus rides. David has logged about 700 hours on these land-loving
versions of Jonah's whale:
"Sleeper buses help me preach with more eloquence and passion.
For after I have experienced the weeping and gnashing of teeth,
outer darkness, and the almost eternal damnation of these sleeper
buses, I understand hell and the need of humankind a bit better!
Yes, woe is me if I do not preach!"
In my own thoughts, I found my self comparing the bus trip to
an earlier missionaries' journeys by sailing ship from England
to China. I wrote: "Unlike Hudson Taylor, who traveled by
boat to China taking four or more months, we only have a 24 hour
bus trip to go to get back to Kunming-SHORT! Yeh, right!"
I have been to a number of poor third-world countries. China has
its poverty. But the thing that struck me more than anything was
not the poverty, but the bondage created by a demoralizing system
of government. If I may be allowed a gross generalization, I found
the people to often be zombie-like, robbed of their creativity
and entrepreneurial spirit by a system that attempts to put all
people in a common box for the common good and ends up with something
very average to poor.
I found myself very thankful for the liberty that we enjoy in
America, and somewhat chastening myself for not taking advantage
of the freedoms that we have: the freedom to worship, the freedom
to share the Good News, the freedom to create, the freedom to
entrepreneur, to build. . . to live. Let us live big! Let us create
with all the God-given faculties within ourselves, never taking
life for granted, using the gifts that we have to shape and form
the world around us.
I preached to myself in my journal: "Oh how I appreciate
what I have. Please, Tom, do not waste it. Use it to its exponential
value. Release the creative you within. Loose yourself from the
bounds of self-imposed mediocrity and stifled expression. Live
life to its fullest. Live with a zest for the real, the tangible,
the creative, the joyful, the playful, the fun, the serious, the
powerful. The choice is yours. Expand the possibilities. Hope
in the future!"
I continued, "Find partners, comrades of creative passion,
mind-expanding avenues of unity and power. Kill the divisive spirit
with total enthusiasm-enthusiasm for the task, enthusiasm for
life, enthusiasm for the will of God. Find enthusiasm in the potential
of the people around you. Feel their potential. Let them feel
your belief in them. Challenge them to be their best. . . to open
their hearts to truth, to respond to their creative instinct,
to expand to their Creator. Be who God made you to be. . .not
some self-imposed clone of a preconceived notion. Explore the
possibilities!"
Before leaving China, I also had the privilege of ministering
to about 50 missionaries in Kunming at their regular weekly church
service. I encouraged them in their relationship with God and
remembering Him as their source of strength in continuing the
vital work that God had given them to do. It's amazing how the
call of God has brought these people from all over the globe to
this needy land and how their hearts cry out for a move of God
in China.
I shared the dream that God had given me that had brought me to
China. I encouraged them in the work that they are doing, in the
teaching, the training, the evangelizing. . . that every part
of it is vital to the plan of God for this amazing land. . . that
God, in His mercy, was sending a great move to China. That hungry
hearts were about to catch on fire, that the vacuum created by
a godless communism, was about to be filled by the most glorious
message ever heard-the message of God's love through Jesus Christ.
Pray for China! Pray for the world! Pray for laborers!
Be a go-er! Be a sender! Let's get going and complete the work
that Jesus called us to do, to preach the Gospel in all the world,
for a witness to all the nations.